| what's up lj world? |
[06 Aug 2007|04:15pm] |
It's been ages since I last posted. So let's see what's gone on since then:
-In November Brock and i broke up, i got a new niece/god daughter, i started drinking and partying, started talking to new/old people [mainly patrick duffy-not the actor, the ex boyfriend]
-by December Brock and I got back together, however at this point I'd realized the relationship was doomed but just kinda went along for the ride. Still drinking and partying, met lots of new people, forgot about them by the next morning
-January was normal i suppose
-February, brock came up for valentines day, we got in a car accident on the way to panera, this was also around the time i met my current boyfriend...we'll get into that later. Anyway, by the end of february we were fighting constantly and ended up breaking up like 12 days after he had come up to visit. His words were "well i was stupid for getting back together with you" and i was like...fuck this. I'm done. 4 years, over
-So sometime in february this guy that i met at my friend trish's birthday party [well pre-birthday drinking gathering] I meet this guy who I think is hitting on my friend trish the whole night, but apparantly wasn't, and then started randomly tickling me and i was all confused, then i ended up talking to him the whole night at trish's real birthday party, however i was quite quite drunk, got my car towed and all this wonderful stuff anyway he comes to visit me at work,sometime in march, but wasn't able to get into my queue line, i ended up getting real sick that night, they wouldn't let me shift release, and it was terrible, he ended up coming to my house with chicken soup, and a box of triscuits, and a chocolate bar and a bottle of gingerale, and pretty much won me over. I was kinda hesitant to start dating him but i took a chance and 5 months later we're still together and doing pretty good. He got me a cat ^_^
anyway....in other parts of my life besides boyfriend and stuff...
I failed one of the classes i took this summer and ended up losing my internship, and probably won't be able to retake the class until summer of 08' bah. This caused me to have to quit my job at disney as per my mothers orders, and now I'm a nanny 3 days a week for a family with 3 beautiful kids ages 4 months, 17 months and 5 years old, and i absolutely adore them as well as their mother because she is just amazing.
that is all...heres a picture of me and my new boy
and our kitty cat Reese
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[14 Nov 2006|10:22am] |
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Evanesence- Your Star |
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( narcissism withing )
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| i have an annoying habit of getting to school too early |
[14 Nov 2006|10:07am] |
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Cinderella: So this is love |
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I've only been awake for 2 and a half hours and I've gone to the gym and i'm at school....when i don't need to be...yes. I'm weird, but I'm weird with a parking spot!
So.....it's beginning to look alot like christmas at the wonderful world of disney world...i love it love it love it!! The first mickey's very merry christmas party was last night and I worked liberty tree and watched parade and wishes from the roof top, it was beautiful, made me wish brock worked for disney and could have seen it with me.
Friday on a spur of the moment descion I went to the dashboard concert [i need to stop with the spur of the moment purchases....they make me broke...quite literally] and it was awesome, I'm so happy Chris played "Hands Down" toward the end [vindicated was the last song...but "hands down" is SO much better...] I had to sneak my camera in my shirt cause i didn't feel like walking back to my car [plus i wanted to take gobs of pictures] once i got into the arena i was like "We have sucessfully evaded Zidler!!" [hah! moulin rouge]so yeah...dashboard=awesomely emo-tastic
Sunday I had a 6AM spare shift...that turned into a Judges tent shift that extended til 8:30 that turned into a Extra Magic Hours shift that went til 11:42PM...super lornie just pulled a 19 hour work day and will be ECSTATIC when she gets next week's check...maybe i'll stop being broke >_< [crosses fingers]
I'm coming home in a week guys! LOOK OUT!
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| mickeys very merry christmas parade! |
[14 Nov 2006|05:35am] |
you guys looked great!! i love working at liberty tree cause we can watch from the rooftop =D
i SO wish that i'll get trained in SOMETHING next year
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| 16 hour work days ROCK! |
[06 Nov 2006|11:06pm] |
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cause hoop skirts are pretty nifty...
6AM-5PM which got extended into 10PM
so 16 hours and three costumes later.....lornie is tired! Piglet beat the crap out of me =[ damn you crystal palace!
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| my friday night consists of |
[28 Oct 2006|01:47am] |
1. making blueberry muffins
2. watching "my life without me"
3. drinkning pina coladas
all by myself
i need more friends
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[21 Oct 2006|01:55am] |
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dashboard: carve your heart out |
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Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has
Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all
Oh look now, there you go with hope again
But I'll be sure your secret is safe with me
Oh, you're so sure I'll be leaving in the end
Treating me like I'm already gone
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| I got a yellow/yellow at color codes!! |
[19 Oct 2006|12:41am] |
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fant! |
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Steam boat willie here i come!!
[i realize this is all jibberish to you guys but i'm super-freaking-excited]
"Donald! where's mickey mouse?"
"[donald points to his tummy and laughs]"
"[GASP!] NUH UH!! you ate him!?!"
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| on my birthday... |
[10 Oct 2006|08:52am] |
i learned that i do not like vodka and that a tiramini at macaroni grill tastes like robitussin- apparantly i made the funniest faces trying to finish that thing, and i had to chase each sip with water =]
alcohol= not for lornie
although my mother kept telling me i needed rum instead. and so did everyone else that night
eh...well friday is club paris night so if anyone else wants to join me and the girls [meaning if you're a guy, and you're 21 and over come please please please since all my other guys friends can't come]
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[04 Oct 2006|02:23pm] |
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Evanesence: snow white queen |
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[hem hem] i got the new evanescence cd!!
you're so jealous
silence thinks im stupid because i bought the cd before my birthday
in other news...laying out in the sun makes me reallll dark
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| survey-ness |
[30 Sep 2006|10:38pm] |
1. ARE YOU GOING TO LIE?
nope
2. WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
charlotte russe tube
3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST?
i have kissed one
4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS?
nopes
5. WHO?
no one
6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
2?
7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
mommy!
8. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE?
Angelique...which is what my mommie wanted to name me
9. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST B-DAY?
disney with my boy and greacia
10. WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?
F!
11. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
7:30
12. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
my birthday party at paris!
13 .WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
a month ago. i miss her
14. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
my lack of organization, and....lack of attractive-ness
15. IF YOU HAD $500,000... WHAT FEW THINGS WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?
buy and pay off my house from my parents, then pay off school
16. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
nuh uh
17. WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?
blue, spongebob
18. LAST THING YOU ATE?
mexican pizza that I made
19. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
dunno
20. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM SOMEONE?
patricia's viel, wait that's not clothing
21. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
my lack of anywhere to go til 11:45
22. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
myspace.
23.LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED?
Chris-cause i wanted to see if he was in parade that day
24. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD.
myself
25. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
yup
26. HAVE YOU BEEN TO YOUR ANCESTRAL HOMELAND?
haha. yes
27. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
if i answered this everyone would think i was mean
28. HAVE YOU KISSED SOMEONE IN THE PAST WEEK!
no =[ i haven't kissed anyone in like a month...durn that boyfriend for being so far away
29. IF YOU COULD TELL YOUR LAST EX SOMETHING WHAT WOULD YOU SAY?
"god brock is so much hotter than you"
30. WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR EX WOULD SAY TO YOU?
"whore"
31. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LAST EX IF YOU COULD?
hell. no.
32. WHO HAS BEEN YOUR FAVORITE EX?
Ben or Mike
34. IF YOU COULD GET PIERCED ANYWHERE WHERE would it be?
my belly button?
35. WHAT ARE YOU MOST SCARED OF?
getting lower than a B in my classes
36. DO YOU LIKE BEING ON STAGE WITH A BUNCH OF PEOPLE? you bet
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| dont wish-don't start-wishing only wounds the heart |
[30 Sep 2006|07:06pm] |
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wicked: i'm not that girl |
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Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl:
Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl
Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in
Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl:
Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl:
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| hah! |
[28 Sep 2006|11:52pm] |
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so we came to a realization tonight. I'm just a little bit nuts because i think crazy guys are hot...
i dunno, something about a guy that'll beat the crap out of himself, jump off of buildings, or..i dunno...blow up a whole block of fireworks with me without even unwrapping the box all the way turns me on (on new years eve 2004 going into 2005, brock and i were having so much fun blowing shit up we forgot to go into the house for the count down and totally missed our new year's kiss, true story)
yeah- so i was at best friend/david/silence's (however the hell you know him) apartment watching fight club with a bunch of people and i was just sitting there watching edward norton and brad pitt beat the crap out of each other and blow things up and that whole lye scene, and the human sacrifice scene, and i was like "that's SO awesome" , "oh my god....(delirious grin)", and when edward norton was beating the crap out of himself i was like "god i miss my boyfriend"
so silence was like "being you're best friend aside....i'd be terrified to go out with you, it'd be like, the guy who's gunna have sex with you will be like 'why is there napalm.....?'"
and i was like...what? i'm a wonderful catch, im the kind of girl that'll burn down a building with you!...lol
anyway, time to shower and sleep, got an early shift tommorow!
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| it's funny how.. |
[26 Sep 2006|08:01pm] |
all my little stressors of the day seem so miniscule right now.
to keep things short:
My sister's baby could possibly have down syndrome, or autism
-not to say that i'd love the baby any less, i work with special needs children. I'll love the baby all the same, but there hasn't been a time in my life that my heart hasn't sunk everytime i've seen a special needs child treated like dirt, and i'd hate for that to be the kid of life my new neice or nephew would be subjected to. My mom wants her to get an amnio, but i think my sister's scared
my eyes hurt from crying for my sister, the sick feeling in my stomach i've had all day has taken over my entire body and i have a feeling it'll only get worse by tommorow
well i have to install microsoft office now, toodles
pray for my sister everyone
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| scary color quiz thing... |
[26 Sep 2006|08:01pm] |
Your Existing Situation
Active, but feels that insufficient progress or reward is being made
for the effort exerted.
Your Stress Sources
Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and to bridge the gap which
she feels separates herself from others. Anxious to experience life in
all its aspects, to explore all its possibilities, and to live it to the
fullest. She therefore resents any restriction or limitation being
imposed on her and insists on being free and unhampered.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Believes that she is not receiving her share--that she is neither
properly understood or adequately appreciated. Feels that she is being
compelled to conform, and close relationships leave her without any sense of
emotional involvement.Willing to become emotionally involved and
able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity, but tries to avoid
conflict.
Your Desired Objective
Over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming. Longs for
interesting and exciting things to happen and wants to be admired for her
charm.
Your Actual Problem
Feels restricted and prevented from progressing; seeking a solution
which will remove these limitations.
Your Actual Problem #2
The fear that she may be prevented from achieving the things she wants
leads her into a relentless search for satisfaction in the pursuit of
illusory or meaningless activities.
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| spent all day at school |
[26 Sep 2006|04:43pm] |
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been here since 8 30 this morning and STILL HERE...kinda sad cause i only had one class, which was at 1 30-4:30
but i had to download drivers for the laptop (it's working again!! yay!! *insert london tipton clap*)
THEN i had to print out homework since the laptop was out of comisson, then do my powerpoint, cause the laptop currently has no powerpoint, and just...ugh
then i saw tigs at the library which made me immediately uncomfortable cause it probably looked like i was trying to stalk him, i high-tailed out of there as soon as i was done with my work. at work too...i saw parade on friday cause i was a spare and had time to kill before clock out-and there he was...tried to get out of vision range, kinda embarrased and stuff. hey look it's raining outside
[go figure, the one time i let my gaurd down and try to make new friends they go and do something like-ignore you and make you feel like you're annoying...which i probably am]
anyway...back to homework, i've still got time to kill before meeting up with my real best friend
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